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Well one of my grandmas is dying.
Posted: Posted December 20th, 2017
Edited December 20th, 2017 by KnokkelMillennium

I'm not entirely sure how to feel since I hardly knew her. Death is horrible when people don't want it though. To hell with that death is a natural part of life type of bullshit.

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that's rough. My aunt is going thorugh pretty bad cnacer.

Posted December 21st, 2017 by tnu
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Apparently it's related to ammonia. But ya, apparently the doctors can't do anything and they're expecting her to die soon. That's all I know since I've heard it from my mother. But ya that sucks. I've started to think a bit much about death again and kinda wish I spent more time with her but at the same time, I'd have nothing much to say anyway.

Posted December 21st, 2017 by KnokkelMillennium

sorry to hear that, knux

Posted December 21st, 2017 by poptart!

I'm not entirely sure how to feel since I hardly knew her.


In relation to this part. Most of the deaths in my family have had me feeling similar. I was never very close to any of my grandparents. They all passed away in the past 15 years or so. I never felt much sadness about it. Sometimes I would feel guilty for not feeling sad. But I came to terms that I had no control over the emotions I feel. I sympathized with my parents, because I knew that they felt terrible, but that was the extent of my emotion.

Posted December 21st, 2017 by Vandy

Sorry to hear that, Knukles. I just lost a grandfather last week, and I did know him pretty well. It's always brutal no matter what, though at least in my case my grandfather had been suffering from dementia for a few years so death was something of a mercy.

I always find myself wondering how I'm going to take it when it's actually someone I'm very close to, like my parents.

Posted December 21st, 2017 by white lancer

She passed away while I was sleeping.

sorry to hear that, knux


Thanks.

I never felt much sadness about it. Sometimes I would feel guilty for not feeling sad.


Same. It's not much but I feel some. And it gets me thinking too, because lately I've hated the idea of just people dying when they don't want to more than usual. I keep hoping I'll see an end to that somehow in my lifetime.

I always find myself wondering how I'm going to take it when it's actually someone I'm very close to, like my parents.


I don't consider myself too close to them, but ya I feel the same way because obviously I was much closer to them in comparison and it's gonna hit me much harder.

Posted December 21st, 2017 by KnokkelMillennium

My condolences for your loss, Knuckles. I don't think you should feel bad if you didn't know her. Unless they live with you, most people aren't as close to them.

I have just one set of grandparents left. My other grandparents died when I was 4 and 7. I hardly knew them so even thinking of them now doesn't make me very sad. It was just not anything that child me could do.

My alive grandfather is almost 83 and I think he's on his last year. He has emphysema from decades of smoking since he was 14. He "snuck" cigarettes since he was 70 and finally stopped about 5 years ago but the damage was already done. Over the last 2 years he went from a handyman who was restoring old cars, gardening, and fixing things to barely even moving. He gets out of the bedroom and goes to his chair and stays there all day, eating barely, and only getting up to use the bathroom, all while being hooked on oxygen to help him breathe. I knew him better than my other grandfather and fear the day he passes. Seeing him this Thanksgiving, I was sure that it was probably the last time I was going to see him alive.


Edited December 21st, 2017 by Fox Forever

I'm sorry that's happening.

Posted December 21st, 2017 by KnokkelMillennium
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