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So for the past two weeks my best friend since fifth grade was over to visit we try to mke apoint of getting ogether every year or so to hang out since he moved a few years ago and this unforutnatley came around the same time were were visiting my aunt who's dealign with pancreatic cancer rightnow I feel like a borken mess I"m twnety seen years old and the o nly really close friend I hae is someone I only get to see for two weeks out of an entire year I feel like I"m ust killing time until I die and between the fact that I hae no real dreams or ambitions or een anything I really want to do wiht my life and the lcock ticking away I'm finding myself being plunged deeper in to depression and finding it harder to derie oy form anything. my aunts condition is awful and she's been such a hug epart of m y life that I can'timagine the idea of never seeing her again.

I feel completley broken and depressed and I do n't know what to do I think I"m going to give therapy another og thorugh since I'm really sick of feeling like this and I'm not sure what ot her options there would eve be.

Sir, just suppose... suppose if I had a cat, what would you do with Frankenstein?
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There are many avenues for you to give your life more enjoyment and meaning.

Reading books.

Learning or getting better at a skill.

Exercising (with goals)

Dating and finding someone to be with.

Joining a club or group in your community.

Getting a pet.

Getting a job and working your way up professionally.

Cultivating inner spirituality and aesthetics.

Posted June 4th, 2018 by Agis

I"m goi ng ot keep at them as much as possible. I"m sick of being this miserable broken mess.

Posted June 4th, 2018 by tnu

Gonna point out that dating for the sake of giving your life meaning is a terrible idea and will leave you in a far worse condition once that relationship ends. Additionally you put your partner on a pedestal with some extremely high expectationts of them that they will never meet.

Posted June 4th, 2018 by S.o.h.

Okay if you look at it like that, sure.

But I'd still say dating and relationships are a big part of life, especially in your twenties.

Posted June 4th, 2018 by Agis

doing whatever it ta kes right now because at the moment I oculdn't imagine myself being or feeling any lower

Posted June 4th, 2018 by tnu

We're all rooting for you buddy.

Posted June 5th, 2018 by The Bandit

well I have been in a long term relationship for the past fourteen ish years b ut a few years ago she moed a good ways up north. bout a three hour drive or at hree day walk.

Posted June 5th, 2018 by tnu

Any of my other suggestions sound good?

Posted June 5th, 2018 by Agis

well it's official. I've talked ot mom and I am goi ng back to therapy kind of a releif to be hoenst.

Also Agis most of them sound good.

Edited June 5th, 2018 by tnu

That's great to hear man.

Posted June 6th, 2018 by Agis

yeah I"m twnety seven and not getting any younger and I'm honeslt y just sick of being lost and confused and miserable.

Posted June 6th, 2018 by tnu

I wish the best for you.

Posted June 6th, 2018 by nullfather

and she passed a few hours ago while I was sleeping. I don't know if I can handle this. I feel like I"m falling apart.

Posted June 7th, 2018 by tnu

Was she in pain at all? How was she when you saw her?

Posted June 7th, 2018 by Agis

she spent most of hte time asleep or otherwise sedated.

Posted June 7th, 2018 by tnu
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