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Edited Tuesday by KnokkelMillennium
KnokkelMillennium

i'll read it knuckle im just too tired and drunk tonight


Posted January 12th by poptart!
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Edited Tuesday by KnokkelMillennium
KnokkelMillennium

ya i'll read it too i'm just too lazy

Posted January 12th by Kaot0
Kaot0

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Edited Tuesday by KnokkelMillennium
KnokkelMillennium

I'd be interested to know a little about that six month period. Not to be an armchair therapist but I can't help but feel the somewhat extreme nature of your household (especially in your description of your mom) may have contributed to your feelings of hopelessness.

My own deconversion story is highly boring compared to the ones I've read here.

Posted January 12th by Fox Forever
Fox Forever

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Edited Tuesday by KnokkelMillennium
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Edited Tuesday by KnokkelMillennium
KnokkelMillennium

Forgive me, I didn't mean you have an overall hopelessness about you, I meant to the 6 month period (you did use the word, too).

You used:

fear and misery and confusion and hate and anger and frustration and hopelessness


to describe the period and I latched onto the last word because at least to me the outlook of hopelessness can lead to all the other feelings.

I've noticed the dark outlook you have about some situations, though.

You don't have to explain the whole period immediately and I promise I won't say things like "you're a whackadoodle" or anything. I can't promise others won't say it, so if it makes you uncomfortable you don't have to. We'll just understand you had a difficult time.

Posted January 12th by Fox Forever
Fox Forever

Okay now it's time for my rundown of Knukkles' post where I will critique his life.

Just as a warning, (and the post below is probably an indication of this) some parts of this will be much weirder and probably seem much harder to believe in quite a few area's than Cupola's post.


Stop one-upping Cupola.

You will find the outcome and reasons to be quite different as well


That's what happens when you are a different person than another person.

okay I'll stop being a jerk now

And while I didn't give into it for a long time I think my surroundings still had quite an influence on me. Because even though I was not a believer I still say, feared the "doomsday" prophecies that can be found in revelation


I've found this just means you have healthy curiosity for peeking beyond the veil. It's a gift, really. But I know others may strongly disagree.

...My mom always seemed terribly unhinged and usually that would somehow involve Christianity. Verbal fights would break out a lot and sometimes she would even physically attack me, but calling me Satan wasn't too uncommon even when I was still a Christian, albeit going through the doubting phase.


Wow. That is a lot to have on your plate. I did not know any of this stuff about you. Can hardly imagine how that would have made you feel.

Christianity became a big deal to me.


Again, I had no idea you ever identified as Christian or that you had this much experience with it (much more than I ever had)... I assumed you were brought up atheist since you never mentioned any of this.

Eventually it subsided and eventually she admitted to me that she was indeed the one who was doing this to me and to her. But I was still puzzled, why did god allow this to happen?


The truth is that she was probably lying but was able to glean just enough into your state at that time to trick you. That's what "wanting" souls like to do, covet the illusion of power over others here.

I had even more encounters I believe to be paranormal that I will spare you all from unless you want specific details or if someone comes in calling me insane I will give my reasons why I find it highly unlikely to be mere coincidence since I know pretty much none of you believe in this these things.


I'd be interested to hear more about your encounters. You can DM me on Discord if you want.

While I don't at all believe that's what was happening I will say that what happened ended up ruining like a half year of my life completely which I only lived in fear and misery and confusion and hate and anger and frustration and hopelessness


I do believe in such things as demonic attacks as well.

[1 Corinthians 14:33...For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace, as in all churches of the saints.]

I mean, don't get me wrong I still believe that "God" exists


Then you do not have a heart of unbelief. The bible also says:

2 Timothy 2:10-13
10 Therefore I endure everything for the sake of the elect, that they too may obtain the salvation that is in Christ Jesus, with eternal glory.
11 Here is a trustworthy saying: If we died with him, we will also live with him;
12 if we endure, we will also reign with him. If we disown him, he will also disown us;
13 if we are faithless, he remains faithful, for he cannot disown himself.

I still believe that "God" exists but I don't believe he is portrayed how he appears in the bible and I very much doubt his intentions for us and if he is really the supreme being so to speak.


How does the bible portray God, do you think? Honestly seeking your view here.

This is where I started indulging in witchcraft and such, where my morals changed quite a lot, where I started to see literal spirituality in a whole new light, where I started doing things I never dreamed I would, many things happened even after this. And stuff. And of course, shit still went south eventually.


Romans 8:37-39
37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.
38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers,
39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.



May the Lord bless you abundantly and grant you the knowledge and understanding necessary to lead you back to Him.

Edited January 12th by Kaot0
Kaot0

I apologize for all of those people who tried to draw you away from God. They were not sent by God, they all fell victim to selfishness, and they should be blamed. Don't blame God. Ultimately, the people in the churches that are not personally endorsed by God will make it their mission statement to destroy other churches. That is something God would never do. God wants and creates peace. Insulting other churches and those within them destroys peace.

Posted January 12th by GC/MS
GC/MS
 

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Edited Tuesday by KnokkelMillennium
KnokkelMillennium

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Edited Tuesday by KnokkelMillennium
KnokkelMillennium

If you saw how I typed and such BEFORE I was permabanned then you probably have an idea of what I'm talking about. Perhaps I got a bit too much to stay.


I think you were before my time then.

I can not be called a Christian when I even blasphemed the holy spirit much later on top of this.


I've come to the understanding that those who truly blaspheme the holy spirit are incapable of even contemplating the gravity of their situation. That's not my opinion, that is the consensus of various biblical scholars. So long as you are capable, it is never too late to be ingrafted, my friend.

Well, I hope you're wrong about the Jesus you're talking about being inseparable at any rate. No offense.


...and who is the Jesus I'm talking about..?

Posted January 12th by Kaot0
Kaot0

What a twist.

Posted Tuesday by Bubba
Bubba
 

6 month period

Sounds awful.

Posted Yesterday Morning by Recalescent Ghost
Recalescent Ghost
 

I'm just checking in to cancel the mafia sign up and check what I left behind.

And It's not a twist since I've just decided I needed to go away for a while and I didn't want this laying around the site because I was anxious about it especially with recent events, I was worried it would be read the wrong way so I did what I could about that. I only now got around to checking in.

Also Bubba sorry that you got caught up in my stupid site-related shit from years ago.

Edited This Morning by KnokkelMillennium
KnokkelMillennium

Also Bubba sorry that you got caught up in my stupid site-related shit from years ago.

I don't remember what you're referring to, stick around and refresh me! I was also working on a post that is sort of a reply to your withcraft thread (fit the theme of book I'm currently reading) that is below this one, would like your input after I post it.



Posted 1 Hour ago by Bubba
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