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Money is a form of power but what things do you think are more important than money?
Posted: Posted October 4th, 2018
Edited October 4th, 2018 by Confused_Religious_Man

I think health, happiness, life satisfaction, family, good friends and animal welfare are all more important than money.

If you could choose between $20,000 or to be transformed into an extremely big strong attractive man....... what would you choose?

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Probably would take the body type if I get to choose how big.

Posted October 4th, 2018 by Fox Forever

2D girls

Posted October 4th, 2018 by Pirate_Ninja

Being disabled is more difficult than being broke imo. Not saying that itís easy being poor/broke, itís still hard as hell but being severely disabled is totally unbearable at least from my own personal experience being one, let alone having a terminal illness with a life exptency or less than 36 years and being totally CRIPPLED with it being unable to take care of myself and live on my own/with a wife and have children. I would trade lives with being broke and having to work 15 hours a day to make a living. Especially since accountants make shitloads of money, one of the top five jobs we that we need here in America, not sure about how itís like in the UK though, I know that europeís healthcare is overall pretty much shit. Having a healthy body is the most important thing imo, and then living in a safe area from natural disasters and crime, which I am fortunate of since San Diego is americaís finest city, unlike Los Angeles which has the most gangs. Very easy to make friends here in San Diego and perfect weather free from any risks of natural disasters unless we get hit by that earthquake which will kill all of California but itíll directly hit Los Angeles and San Francisco more because they are along th San Andreas fault line and have sister faults which are much bigger than San Diego and they frequently experience earthquakes, Los Angeles being the most earthquake prone city in the nation. Healthcare>welfare.

Posted October 4th, 2018 by Weid man

I'd take the $20k because I'm quite happy with my physical wellbeing and I need the money more than anything right now.

Posted October 5th, 2018 by Black Yoshi

Despite popular belief, money can absolutely buy happiness and life satisfaction. Friends too. Good friends? Not necessarily.

Mariomguy will probably chime in about the rich being able to afford the best healthcare but actual health definitely isn't something you can buy.

All things said, having more money is pretty much always going to be a good thing, though it shouldn't necessarily take priority.

Posted October 5th, 2018 by Xhin
Xhin
Nature is beautiful

Mariomguy is certainly right on this matter xhin, you wonít believe how many people with mf2 who are de Jed insurance because insurance companies are greedy and lazy and donít want to pay for all of their surgeries which they need to have constantly. Itís not that hard to learn math and finance to be an insurance care provider, math is much easier to learn than English is imo. Insurance companies donít need much income, they should take accounting courses and learn how to spread the healthcare around. Insurance care providers should learn how to read numbers/stats, not hard to understand how to manage patients premiums that they pay. The vast majeoory of patients with nf2ers are on Medicaid because 1) theyíre poor 2) insurance companies are stingy and cowards who donít want to give them healthcare coverage for all of the surgeries that they need to have throughout their lives. Accounting and finance isnít hard to learn at all imo. If my parents were poor then iíd be dead atm because Iím terminally ill and need to live on nurse are and chemotherapy and have multiple surgeries which is $$$$$$&&.

Yíall can come to my area and we can give you the money and friends you need. I bet you have wonderful friends from gametalk already. And iím sure that thereís someone out there on the internet who could help you with your pensions if you find the right person/people who have any surplus wealth to burn or at least can afford to donate. Itís very hard to find so you just need to keep searching for friends who you social network with online and the friends who you talk to irl. And like xhin said health definitely isnít something that you can buy. My parents have over $1 million but iím still basically living in a wheelchair and there are many people with my condition wil have it even worse than me and are dying from it/blind/muscular atrophy etc. Someone
who I happened to meet 14 years ago with nf2 happened to suddenly suffer from pnemonia within the past week and couldnít stop it so she is now having surgery to have what I had done which is have a permanent feeding tube connected to her stomach and have a laryngectomy procedure to remove her vocal cords so the doctors can separate her airway from her esophagus so that she wonít aspirate anymore and even then I bet she may still be very nauseous like I constantly am and am right now even. And iím not just speaking on behalf of people who have/had nf2, I am speaking to all of those who have terminal illnesses and related disorders. I have witnessed from people on gametalo who said that someone in their family/friends died because of a sudden tragedy with their health and they wetenít quite old when it happened (two mods passed away and xhin probably has more details about this than I do since he is vastly connected with gametalkís past and present staff members). I happened to date Chaolin from gametalk and her mom passed away 11 years ago because of a sudden pathogen to her liver and the doctors couldnít figure out what was wrong with her, so she suffered and died from it. Donít take your health nor wealth for granted. And my doctors are super educated too but there still is no definite cure for my case. For some things there is absolutely no cure for, not even infinity $. Castrael said that she happened to meet someone at a store who is attached to a battery which is helping him stay alive, which is basically the same thing that iím dealing with right now.

Posted October 5th, 2018 by Weid man

Social capital is imo often more important than money. Social capital gives you not only companionship, community, influence and a sense of self, but it can often lead to actual capital in some ways. That's why networking is so important.

Edited October 5th, 2018 by Jahoy Hoy

Time is far more important

Posted October 5th, 2018 by S.O.H.
S.O.H.
 

Agreed with jahoy hoy. Eagle even made a post here two years ago that his best lt friends are those who have been a part of a small gametalk clan that jahoy hoy and I have been a pet of for the past decade now, and said that if it werenít for those friends who heís made there then he would have committed suicide by now because of his real social life problems that heís had to deal with and contitinues to deal with to this day. And even I think I wlouls have committed suicide by now if I hadnít found gametalk to social network with but not because of real social life problems but for physical and psychological ones being able to do absolutely nothing basically except social network here (and Facebook) and playing video games that I learn from everyon here. I am grateful for finding this community back in 2003 and have made many friends on here/the old gametalk and continue to do so. Otherwise I would be the Grateful Dead.

BORROWED TIME is far more important SOH. Jahoy hoy please tell SOH and everyone the social cue of why I say the phrase ďborrowed timeĒ since youíve got my number really well now.

Posted October 5th, 2018 by Weid man

Like; my birthday is tomorrow and I asked my mom to buy me super mario party for it plus two joycon nteollers. BUT my only good eyeís cornea got scratched because the facial nerve got damaged last decade from a tumor that grew inside plus PKUS one that grew on the triginanl nerve, which control the ability to blink and have sensation around the side of the face respectively, and blinking is necessary in order to keep the eye lubricated so that it doesnít dry out and result in foggy vision which is what I have right now in it (both nerves are flat out paralyzed from the past surgeries needed). Once the nerves get damaged/paralyzed itís game over, so now I canít see and I have to have antibiotics placed in every ten minutes during the day now and tape my eye shut completely at night because I canít move the eyelid on itís own and barely at all even with the help of a gold weight. I have an appointment with my cornea specialist on Tuesday to figure out what exactly is going wrong with my eye and how to repair this foggy vision so that I can see clearly again (he happened to buy the switch too on a side note but his wife recently sold it because his kids were too addicted to playing games on it and not focusing on school/life, which is a major bummer). I know many people who have my condition who canít open their eyes AT ALL because their entire side of the face is fucked up and the muscles arenít working and the facial nerve is gone. Not only do I have this and being stuck on a feeding tube but I also drool constantly because I canít move my tongue out nor can I bite off my fingernails because I canít my tongue out as needed to bite off the nails which keep regrowing and there is no way to stop them from
regrowing and my mom has to very carefully trim the nails off like once or twice a week and even with that I think that I smashed my right thumb by texting a little too hard and that my tops skin shrunk because of that so I think that I lost partial skin on my right thumb.

I already known what I want and can afford to get for Christmas. Smash switch plus eight new fresh GameCube controllers because my regular GameCube controllers are 15 years old and donít function as well as they used to do I need fresh new ones and also the fact thereís an l2 button for them BUT I canít move my middle finger they well because a tumor grew on the hinges of my index and middle fingers and the operation wasnít as precise and the finger is much more fragile than the general brain and spine are because the nerves are smaller and super intertwind. My hand doctor had to take FIVE HOURS to try and safely remove this tumor and regrant a new nerve on it but it wasnír As successful as it was on the other side which had to be removed prior and you know that smash bros is a physical sport game but now I canít ply as well because my fingers are partly broken (mostly broken for the right middle finger which controls the r2 button).

And from past surgeries and taking strong painkillers I am totally deaf now and canít listen to the 1,00 smash bros songs that are gonna be in the game via iPod/iTunes. The only way I am able to communicate with people is by using sign language (whichonly my parents and only some friebda know since I started taking courses with them when I was 11 which is when I got first became diagnosed with nf2 and started losing hearing and knew I would go dead sometime in the near future) and the only way I am able to communicate with my nurses and friends who do not know sign language is by texting on my iphone on an open email page.

Money is not a cure for damaged nerves and I am very fortunate to have to get great healthcare insurance otherwise iíd be dead by now with the thousands of patients are already because I have a severe case of this. But even that isnít a definite cure for my case and I only have a life exptency of less than ten years remaining. We try raising funds and donating for this cause but this is as impassible to find a cure for just like it is for cancer. Money isnít an instant cure for everyoneís health problems.

Be grateful that you have 100% or near 100% health. If you find the right people online (and real life like at work), they may be able to donate money to you even though that is largely unrealistic. All of those people who have nf2 and are poor are SCREWED and you would be too if you had it. Your health is keeping you alive and strong. I doubt any of you guys have any disabilities, at least physically speaking. My cases of aspergerís and adhd/ocd donít need to find a cure for but it is sure as hell very hard for me to socialize and be able to carry a conversation outside of gametalk about anything outside of gaming/sports and even in here a lot of the time too.


Posted October 7th, 2018 by Weid man

OK, yeah, I'll chime in here. I wish I had the ability to eat something without having to worry about what it will do to me. That sounds like a superpower, not a normal trait. Normal to me is giving myself a shot in the morning, scheduling the times I eat sugar, making sure I don't have to be in some place without access to food or insulin for too long, taking another shot, and praying the food from the restaurant doesn't screw me up, or else I'd need to take another shot.

Health is extremely important to the people who suffer from it. One of the biggest higher-ups in my company (the head man, in fact) is a Type Two Diabetic. He was shocked at how crazy high insulin prices were, and this is someone who has money. No matter how much money you have, it can't buy you your health: if you have enough it can certainly help or make it easier and remove the financial stressor, but it can't give you superpowers you don't have, like the ability to eat freely if you're Diabetic.

#0 - Basic needs (food, water, shelter) - You'd die without these things
#1 - Health (mental, emotional, physical) - Your life will be very painful and difficult without these things
#2 - Friends/Family/Love, A healthy social circle - You need purpose and self-worth to lead a life worth living. This is easiest when you have others who love and support you.
#3 - Capacity - Being able to actually achieve your dreams and goals in life is very important. Under this umbrella falls education, finances, and a lack of everything that would otherwise limit your ability to pursue your endeavors.

If you have all of the above, you can achieve astounding actualization, and it does not require money per se. If you are happy, healthy, have a loving family, awesome friends, enough money to play video games, eat out, and travel every now and then, and you work at a job doing something you love, maybe even have a girlfriend and a family of your own, what is more money really going to do for you? People need money for the basic things. Everything beyond that is excess, unless your ambitions involve insane enterprise.

Posted October 7th, 2018 by mariomguy

Well said mariomguy. He knows what ifís like being disabled, especially being crippled and terminally ill as I am, unable to hear, talk, and eat orally for the rest of my life because of my health condition getting worse over the years. It cancels out the effect that my parents are extremely wealthy. Basically I am not able to do anything today but just live in a crib since my fingers are broken to the point that it makes it hard to play video games but somehow I am going to try and fix that by doing whatever can restore damage done to the fingers nerves if it can be, which to this extend is largely impossible.

I miss my life. I miss being able to travel to places across the nation and the world. Right now I am fighting hard to stay healthy so that I can take just a one day trip to Arizona to attend night gazerís wedding which she invited me to attend in flagstaff which is next to the Grand Canyon 7,000 feet in elevation which means it will make it extremely hard to breathe and I have to wear an oxygen mask every night to sleep because I donít take big enough breaths when I sleep since my airwsy is very small. So judging by the extent I probably wonít be able to make it nor may I be able to attend chaolinís wedding which is in Los angels but I think I definitely will be able to make it to herís since itís only two hours north from where I live and I have been to Los Angels a few times in the past few years but thatís the furthest I can travel without getting fatigued.

I miss my days of being able to eat chicken wings and being able to go skiing and swimming and drinking vodka without getting super nauseous lie I do now. The only thing that I have hopeful right now is smonkng pot. I miss being able to talk on Skype with the clan that I used to be a part of, making impressions of people by acting out, and most importantly I miss being able to listen to rock music and dance hard to it. I have not been able to hear for five years now so I donít know how sm4sh music sounds like. There will be over 900 songs in this next smash bros game but I wonít be able to dance with you guys nor play guitar hero/rock band/real guitar which I used to be able to do. I miss my body, miss the purpose of my life. Like eagle said in his post, I am basically living in a pit and an inherently evil against change and not wanting to talk to certain people about certain things because I wonít feel the joy that I used to have with them going on vacations with them and doing a lot of cool things here in San Diego and Southern California such as going to Disneyland. Itís not for the same reasons as to why uím Depressed as eagle is (mine being 100%% physically and mostly psychologically broke while his being financially and socially broke neither of them being better than the other itís both total shit and thereís no cure for these lossesas of now). I have been talking to a psychologist and psychiatrist about my problems but itís not making me feel any better. I have so many friends and money and live in a very safe and comfortable area in all of America and possibly the world but I still often feel sick and nauseous and get heat flashes even though itís not hot at all outside and i am always in chronic pain and drool all over the place at times. This isnít the type of person I asback in 2011 when I was playing monopoly with doctor doom and Brocken jr and kagome15 online and on Msn 24/7 with all of those epic chat rooms. Thereís nothing I can really talk about outside of gtx0. Thereís. I thing I can do at all in life, having to be tranppsrted in a wheelchair whenever I go to public places. And for fucks sake, I even went to a smash bros tournament here at UCSD at the beginning of 2012 before I had that C spine surgery six years ago which made my health crash. I was playing a lot of brawl back in 2008-2012 when I had all of my body working and even did karate from 2004-2012 which I miss greatly also. I have played sm4sh very little and I donít know if I will be strong enough to play smash switch when it comes out at Christmas time. Iíve been wanting to play all the games that youíre all playing and can afford them all, but am too weak to get up and fix myself and go play. Iím honestly ready to die, o wonít attempt suicide but am just hoping that I will peacefully die in my sleep one day and hope to make it to heaven.

I have no health (physically and mentally too because of my extreme cases of aspergerís and adhd), unable to cope when hardship strikes. And soon I will in fact die. Back in 2013 I was referred to hospice THREE TIMES because I was aspirating and always getting pneumonia because I didnít have a trachea at that time and I was and still am in great pain. Within the last month I have lost five pounds and now an extra emely thin, weighing only 104 pounds. When I was aspirating and getting penonunnia my body kept rejecting the feed so I had to eat as least as possible and went down down 88 pounds. Fortunately I was able to have the laryngectomy procedure to separate my airway from my esophagus so that I could prevent my stoma from aspirating and also finally being able to drink again which I still am and will be until I die. But even then that didnít solve the problem, because a few months later I went to my neurosurgeon to review the mri results which showed that the tumors were growing all over my brain and spine and was told that I only have a few months left to live, and was referred to hospice yet again, but my parents love me so much and want to fight as hard as they can to keep me alive so we chose nursecare 24/7 which consists of nurses coming to my house to take care of me 24/7 while my parents do their duties, because I am terminally ill and need to be supervised 24/7. We also signed me up to become a candidate for chemotherapy which consists of a new drug called avastin which is a new drug that may end up being a cure for nf2 one day because it kills tumor cells for some people and fortunately it is working out for me. But still not being able to do anything but text makes me question why am I here and just want my life to end peacefully and hope to enter the afterlife on the other side of there is one which I believe there is.

DONíT take your health for granted. In the worst cases it could make you have to live in a hospital or even worse DIE which I almost did multiple times and it is a miracle that I survived all of this shit but still have to continue fighting this shit because there is absolutely no cure at all. You wonít die if you are broke unless you are homeless and have to live in shelters like sussouros has to do. There are plenty of continues that you all can attempt when trying to beat the hard levels in life but when it is game over for me it means gamer over period. There are plenty of ways getting around being broke itís just super hard to find but it is out there. I have one friend who is super broke and had to work and go to school 24/7 and has absolutely no time to play or buy any video games except for maybe a few days during the course of the year. (heís that RE freak, roleplauing as Chris redfield). That totally is a pain in the aaa yes, but at least you have a foreseeable future and can dig yourselves out of the shit mess that youíre in. Itís hard as hell but utís not impossible unlike many terminal illnesses and related disorders.

I am not trolling when I am explaining what health problems I have to encounter in life. The average lifespan for these patients is 36 years. Fox forever can testify for my claims here since he has met me like ten times already since I try to play smash when he here with everyone plus he helps me beat some of the levels for me that I canít beat for certain video games and etc. I just really hope that there is a heaven like many say there is and I want to be saved and live in paradise on the other side of the universe when I die which may be very soon.

Edited October 8th, 2018 by Weid man

Well I mean sussourous is at risk now. I really hope that he finds a home sometime soon and if possible he could come down and live with me because we have an extra room since my sister moved out after she got married two years ago and is living with her husband somewhere within San Diego county. Iím really worried about him since he is homeless and basically had to live in a pit right now. He wohldnít need to do anything if he come lived here with me. Heíd be well protected. Someone needs to help him find a home ASAP and an available job which he canít find any atm. We are overpopulating the world today like China is doing and thafís Why so many people are poor and jobless. The government canít help half a billion people who live here in the USA. The best toes of jobs to get are in the math and science fields but unfortunately nearly everyone here likes to do English and history related jobs. Those types of jobs pay you the most money (math and science) because it is higher on demand.

Posted October 8th, 2018 by Weid man

BORROWED time is more important SOH. As you know i get confused by the things that I reeeead, I need the truth but the truth is so donít know who to believe., the left says yes and the right says nooooo, Iím in between but the more that I learn well the less that I knooow, Iíve got to make a shooooow

*siiign

Living hiiiiigh, loving giiiibe, living hiiiigh, borrowed tiiiime

YES, NO

YES, NO

NOOOO, YES

NOOOO, YES

FAITH BE WITH ME NOW IíM JUST A DREAMER IíM JUST A DREAMER IN A DREAMLAND.

The promised land was mine my life used to be the Great Society.

Edited December 17th, 2018 by Weid man

Ironically time is way more important than money but we willingly trade it away like sheep.

Posted December 17th, 2018 by I killed Mufasa
I killed Mufasa
long live the king

I would gladly trade over my crippled body even if I have to work long hours for low wages than to live in a crib for the rest of my terminal life which has absolutely NO CURE FOR with 10-20 dying of the shit annually, not even all the millionth wealth that my parents honestly have. My lack of health completely nullifies my parents wealth. My sister must have it easy since she didnít inherit a terminal broken bodyís illness and is married and is working as a CPA. Sheís not cheating the system sheís working for everything and knows that her parents have to take care of me since I am not able bodied at all by any means. I had jawbone/back spine surgery last Tuesday and was in ICU till Friday afternoon in excruciating pain and had to be given several continued large dosages of pain medicine. I wish I had been forewearned of the dangers of my life which really started six years ago after I lost my ability to swallow, should have started on the chemodrug before then, maybe I would be still able bodied and be able to ski still, and take SOH to Yosemite.

Posted December 17th, 2018 by Weid man

Ironically time is way more important than money but we willingly trade it away like sheep.


I really hope the state of California adopts the 4 day work week. Seems like the next logical step.

Posted December 17th, 2018 by S.O.H.
S.O.H.
 

Donít ever take your health for granted, nor wealth either. I knew or someone with my condition who lived almost her entire life deaf and blind and passed away last year and she was only 30 and was broke as fuck and got shitty insurance, her surgeries were always delayed. We need to focus entirely on healthcare, welfare, and transportation/commerce and entertainment. I hope that this state of California abolishes homework for all students or at least makes it voluntarily. Gametalk and video games are a much more constructive use for our time than to waste it on shit that we donít like. We are not archaic today, we are electronic. Machines willl soon become video genes and keep us living for 100 years at least.

Posted December 17th, 2018 by Weid man

"a much more constructive use for our time than to waste it on shit that we donít like."

Yeah this goes for everyone. I know you probably don't see it this way Weid, but in a way, we all have a terminal disease. It's called being human. We are all on a clock. We all will expire. We're all going to die some day. We can have all the agency and ambition and money and power in the world but we can't escape death. For someone like you the suffering is increased and the lifespan shortened. But my fate is gonna be the same as yours in the end.

Why do we waste so much of our time preparing and working? 12 years just on school, more for college. Why can't we just chill out and take a moment to enjoy the time we do have? While we're still young and healthy enough to enjoy it.

Edited December 17th, 2018 by I killed Mufasa
I killed Mufasa
long live the king

If you could choose between $20,000 or to be transformed into an extremely big strong attractive man....... what would you choose?


I'm already an extremely big strong attractive man, so I'd take the money.

#0 - Basic needs (food, water, shelter) - You'd die without these things
#1 - Health (mental, emotional, physical) - Your life will be very painful and difficult without these things
#2 - Friends/Family/Love, A healthy social circle - You need purpose and self-worth to lead a life worth living. This is easiest when you have others who love and support you.
#3 - Capacity - Being able to actually achieve your dreams and goals in life is very important. Under this umbrella falls education, finances, and a lack of everything that would otherwise limit your ability to pursue your endeavors.


Ah, yes, Maslow's Hierarchy. Very flawed if you think of it strictly, but a good general model.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Gower St. Glitcher

Some people arenít healthy enough and canít tolerate being disabled slaves and makes them eny at all of those millionaires athletes and actors and mahcaisn ejo donít need all of their surplus wealth which can be given to charity to help the crippled and the poor and needy. It is inhuman to just let people have to suffer throughout their lives while those who are blesssed get to have a free ride on life. Some people canít find jobs or good ones. My friendís dad (chaolin from gametalk) just his lost job and now Chaolin has to cancel her wedding because she is dead broke and canít afford anything and I offered a solution for my parents to help her out with this by paying for her wedding but she just wants me to focus on my own healthcare needs for now sheís more concerned about me dying than for her to get married and find a nice apartment to live in and go to college again.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Weid man

My brother, perfect physical heath, 22 years old, reasonably wealthy, jumped off a bridge in June. Anyone can be sick with the weight of the world bearing down on them no matter how healthy or happy they look. It doesn't even matter if you're rich and happy because even if you aren't depressed you're still gonna die. Time is the only thing that matters because the clock is ticking. I personally won't be spending it doing someone else's bidding.

Edited December 18th, 2018 by I killed Mufasa
I killed Mufasa
long live the king

I would rather be a fully able bodied man living on welfare checks (including FOOD STAMPS compared to being fed all the time by an unhealthy liquid diet) than to be $1 mllion and basically paralyzed since thatís what nerve damage means to the body.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Weid man

Life sucks balls man. But it sucks balls for everyone. This isn't advice or anything, because I like you Weid, and it's probably gonna come across as dark. But it's the truth. If I was in health conditions as poor as yours, I'd kill myself. Point blank. And if I was incapable of killing myself I'd beg other people to kill me. It says a lot about your character that you're fighting tooth and nail for what you've got. I'm practically ready to give up as an able-bodied idiot.

Because I see the bigger picture. I may wither and die slower than you but it's still gonna happen no matter how healthy I eat or how many PHDs or stocks and bonds I get. You can't cure what I have either. I have truth-vision depression. I can't have my day sugar coated. I'm bored of this world. Apathetic.

Edited December 18th, 2018 by I killed Mufasa
I killed Mufasa
long live the king

If I was in health conditions as poor as yours, I'd kill myself.


I'm practically ready to give up as an able-bodied idiot. Because I see the bigger picture.


I have truth-vision depression.


Whatever it is that you have, it is something that healthy people should not be exposed to. I thereby request that you either get fixed or you never talk to anyone ever again. Or both, if you prefer.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Gower St. Glitcher

My grandpa comittird suicide and he was a millionaire

Edited December 18th, 2018 by Brandy

Iíd be an attractive strong man. Probably spend the first day looking at my penis and playing with it

Edited December 18th, 2018 by Brandy



Posted December 18th, 2018 by Q
Q
 

Life sucks balls for every one.

don't speak for me maple leaf man

Posted December 18th, 2018 by S.o h
S.o h
 

I don't care if you get to have hookers and cocaine every day SOH your life will eventually suck.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by I killed Mufasa
I killed Mufasa
long live the king

If I had your attitude sure.

But nah in good.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by S.o.h.
S.o.h.
 

Actually right now, if I could ignore the fact that I know I'm sentient and mortal, my life is pretty good. I constantly have existential crisis and think about the bigger picture and my brother and my sick family members and the only way to drown those thoughts out is to distract myself. And you know what happened while I was playing pokemon and having a hell of a good time distracting myself? I got a call from my sister telling me my brother jumped off the bridge. Proving to me that no matter what the fuck I do I can't hide from the impending doom and pain this planet wants to inflict on me. I need brain scrambling mind numbing drugs for that. And unlike most people I don't have a crutch like cigarettes or alcohol or pain killers. I go through every day vanilla.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by I killed Mufasa
I killed Mufasa
long live the king

I just can't get started because I don't see a point in any of it. It's not an attitude thing, its brain cancer basically. Life isn't going to get any better than being a healthy 29 year old. My health can only get worse from here on out. I'm at the apex of life and there's only an anticlimax left.

Edited December 18th, 2018 by I killed Mufasa
I killed Mufasa
long live the king

You don't need to swing by and taunt me. If you're happy go be happy. I don't need to hear about it. I can't see why any happy person would bother coming to gtx0.

Edited December 18th, 2018 by I killed Mufasa
I killed Mufasa
long live the king

Do you work or go to school? You seem to think to much you should get a job or go to school so you have less time to think about stupid shit

Edited December 18th, 2018 by Brandy

You have a negative attitude. Stop playing video games, get a job, go to school, do something for yourself instead of feeling sorry for yourself. So you committed suicide, that was his choice accept it and move on. You obviously werenít that close to him seeing your constantly mentioning his suicide on this website which really should be a personal thing. This worldly life is but diversion and amusement in comparison to the hereafter that is the true and eternal life.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Brandy

You know what I did when I heard my grandpa committed suicide? I said ok, and went about my day. Thatís the way you have to go
About life. Stop dwelling on the ost

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Brandy

Pointing out that we are not all miserable like you is not a taunt. Its the truth. You need to speak to speak to some one about how you are feeling.

I come here regardless if I'm happy , sad, or bored.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by S.o.h.
S.o.h.
 

You know what I did when I heard my grandpa committed suicide? I said ok, and went about my day.

Are you a fucking robot or something? You don't even take like a second to grieve?

You have a negative attitude.

This coming from the person who said if they were homeless they'd kill themselves.

So you committed suicide, that was his choice accept it and move on. You obviously werenít that close to him seeing your constantly mentioning his suicide on this website which really should be a personal thing.

This is just utterly disgusting. First, you don't know IKM. From reading his past stuff previously, he really liked his brother and his death was hard on him. You trivializing his brother is really a dick move. Talking about personal things to what is a decently close knit community at this point doesn't mean he wasn't close to him. I'd encourage you to just stop talking in this thread.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Fox Forever

Brandy is honestly one of the worst posters on this site. If they're not a troll, they need to have the shit slapped out of them in real life.

There is something seriously wrong with IKM, as evinced by his continuous negativity, depression and anxiety. What he needs is serious help - which we cannot give him. Telling him to get over it is not helpful.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Gower St. Glitcher



Edit: BTW - I agree with Fox Forever. I am not sure what you are on about Brandy, but you seem to be acting like a major dick. Which you usually do and at this point I am sure it is intentional with the regularity that you do.

Edited December 18th, 2018 by Q
Q
 

My grandpa comittird suicide


Hey, mine too! We should start a grandpa suicide club

Posted December 18th, 2018 by poptart!

What are we? Some kind of Suicide squad?

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Dead grandpa

He stopped coming here for a month and he returns with the same negativity as before. Itís annoying

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Brandy

placate him all u want itís not helping him

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Brandy

He literally told weid if he was in his position heíd commit suicide, why is no one saying anything about that??

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Brandy

placate him all u want itís not helping him

I'm not placating him or his attitude, but I think you talking shit to him is making the situation so much worse.

He literally told weid if he was in his position heíd commit suicide, why is no one saying anything about that??

Someone did say something. Had I been here first and seen it I'm sure I would have, too.

He stopped coming here for a month and he returns with the same negativity as before. Itís annoying

It's so annoying that you gotta be a major asshole over it and say some seriously fucked things about his deceased brother?

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Fox Forever

Whatís fucked up is he keeps mentioning it. Like itís a badge of honor to commit suicide

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Brandy

Mentioning something is not even close to glorifying it. Of the two times he brought up his brother in this thread nowhere has he said it's a great thing. Even if you intended to say that he should ease off it with his brother you went and told the guy that he and his brother weren't even close in the first place.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Fox Forever

Also, did you just say that his bringing up his brother is more fucked up than you telling him those awful things?

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Fox Forever

Heís literally said nothing else about his brother other than the fact that he commuted suicide. It comes off bad when you are constantly associating a loved one with the stigma and shame of suicide

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Brandy

He then juxtaposes it with his own views about the meaninglessness of life in an attempt to justify it. Read between the lines.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Brandy

He said numerous times he plans on killing himself when his grandpa who heís watching over dies. Heís indifferent to suicide obviously my little comment didnít offend him

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Brandy

I didn't realize you were speaking for him. As an outside observer I think that the things you're saying is just downright disgusting. I also find it kind of gross and weird that you're going to such lengths deflect by saying that IKM is "worse" because he has a certain fascination with suicide. It's not good for him, true. As has been pointed out here.

Heís literally said nothing else about his brother other than the fact that he commuted suicide.

In this thread maybe, but that's not true elsewhere. Then again he only brought it up twice here.

It comes off bad when you are constantly associating a loved one with the stigma and shame of suicide

So like I said, the most logical thing to do is to say what you did?

He then juxtaposes it with his own views about the meaninglessness of life in an attempt to justify it. Read between the lines.

Yeah, because he's likely not well. Like was said on here already. Saying garbage like you are is just exacerbating it.

Heís indifferent to suicide obviously my little comment didnít offend him

He's possibly getting indifferent because people he cares about are disappearing from his life. Many people start going through crises when people they were close to disappear. I'm in agreement with at least two other people here that he should seek actual help and not from people on here.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Fox Forever

People deal with traumatic and tragic events in their life differently. I myself don't like to talk about my personal life, but that doesn't mean I am indifferent to events that are similar to what has happened to me.

Perhaps the reason IKM hasn't discussed his brother's suicide that much is because it is still painful for him to talk about. You shouldn't make assumptions about people you don't know personally.

Edited December 18th, 2018 by Q
Q
 

Brandy is a net loss.

Posted December 18th, 2018 by Gower St. Glitcher

Brody bear committed suicide and I feel extremely guilty for harsssing her on MSN back in 2011 as well as the others who I have pestered herre and the nf2 crew people on Facebook, some of which who I met and have already passed away. Believe me I know I am guilty for putting stress in peopleís lives some of which have already died or lost loved ones and so I just beg for forgiveness especially now since I feel suicidal on my case and hope that I die now since every single attempt I give to try to make the problems go away it just backfires on me. And no one wants to have to go through brutal pain and suffering everyday and become a disabled slave.

Still no response from palliative care yet but theyíre supposed to call back and come to my house and hopefully give me some medicine to help sedate me which I hope that I never wake up from again. Within the past day and week I have been in chronic pain since the jawbone surgery as well as the back of the spine, it hurts like hell to walk around and it was excruciating just to take a five minute shower yesterday. While in ICU from Tuesday till Friday I had to take very strong painkillers and barely made it out of the hospital. I just want to end myself now and let everything go and hope that God carries me away to the other side like He hopefully does for everyone who asks Him to. I really want to have a good Chrisstmas and open up Smash Bros ultimate and play it online but I am so physically weak and crippled inside and all of the medicines that I take are very temporary. Four years ago palliative care suggested I go on this chemotherapy drug called avastin which has been known to kill tumors for some and at first it was working for me up until a few months ago then it stopped working and now Iím stuck with this same old shit again. I want a new life, my game is aready over. There is no cure and probably never will be, just like cancer and the rest of those deadly illnesses. But doctor assisted suicide is only legal in Oregon so I can only be given medicine that wonít kill me for certain so Iíll just have to drown more and more, barely able to breathe through myself.

For those who are wondering, THESE who are all of the patients who have passed away from nf2 so you realize how extremely terminal this sickness is: http://m.facebook.com/notes/kz-cz/nf2-angels-gone-but-not-forgotten/4280868858995/

And this is my lifelong story as recent as last Friday when I returned home from ICU after four days of hiatus: http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/garrettbaumann

Trump should pass a no patient left behind act, SOH.


Edited December 18th, 2018 by Weid man

Poverty has a cure it is just super hard to obtain, youíre just playing on very hard levels to beat and will take YEARS before you persevere but at least you get to have infinite continues for the next 50 years after each problem. Meanwhile with nf2 there are no continues once you reach ďgame overĒ aka dead, nothing can buy a healthy body.

Posted December 19th, 2018 by Weid man

Brandy was insensitive but didnít offend me. The truth is I love my brother dearly but we werenít close because he went away to private school and then college. We only saw each other a couple times a year. But he was my best friend when we were kids. I feel like him going away was preparing me for this. Also I wasnít being malicious to Weid just truthful. Weid should do whatever he wants. My brotherís death devastated me. I thought I had a friend and ally for life. He was 6 years younger than me.


Edited December 20th, 2018 by I killed Mufasa
I killed Mufasa
long live the king

My sister is in the hospital. She has cystic fibrosis.


Posted December 20th, 2018 by I killed Mufasa
I killed Mufasa
long live the king

Damn, I hope she can get the treatments needed to help her.

Posted December 20th, 2018 by Q
Q
 

Trump should pass a no patient left behind act, SOH.




Posted December 20th, 2018 by S.O.H.
S.O.H.
 

The main reason Brandy doesnít offend me is because I donít hold Brandyís opinion in high regard anyway. If Jet or Q or Fox or Gower said it maybe it would hurt my feelings. Brandy has never said anything of monumental intellectual quality here. I expect juvenile low blows.


Posted December 20th, 2018 by I killed Mufasa
I killed Mufasa
long live the king

she is doing her best.

Posted December 20th, 2018 by S.O.H.
S.O.H.
 

I need to call the police because I just witnessed a murder.

Posted December 20th, 2018 by Fox Forever

Battleship has been sunk.

Posted December 20th, 2018 by Q
Q
 

I am so sorry to hear this, I killed Mufasa. I hope that you can see your brother again when it is your time to go, and I hope that your sister is being treated well in the hospital and cleared of her terminal illness as well ASAP/hope she recovers ASAP. Does she have to wear a larynx tube and oxygen mask to bed like I do, since cystric Fibrosis is also a respiratory disorder and is even moreso than nf2 since it affects the whole respiratory system and not just specific nerves that a tunor(s) presses on?

SOH since you mentioned time is more important please listen to the song borrowed time by Styx, because it makes a parody of how the great society was in the 60ís during Lyndon braondon johnsonís term in office. Pay attention to when the vaoclausts says ďthe left says yes and the right says noooĒ. Might be one of your favorite songs that are political. ďDONíT LOOK NOW BUT HEíRE COME THE 80íSĒ.

Edited January 3rd by Weid man

Or as pop tart COINS it ďborrowed DIMEĒ since the song is about how our economy had no money then.

ďMy friends we never understood about the WORLD and its realities, the promised land was ours we were the great society.Ē

Posted January 3rd by weid man
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