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I know this as a psych major, I know this as an anarchist, I know this as a person with the most basic understanding of
evolutionary theory
Posted: Posted November 30th by Ceta
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It's human nsrture to cry for help. It's human nature to help each other. Fuck everything else. Fuck every fucking institution that made me feel like shit. Let me tell you this as an autistic person (socially "disconnected"): life is not worth living unless you learn to take care of others and to be taken care of.

We're birn screaming piles of shit without a chance in the world of surviving without love from our fellow kind.

We're born fir so much more than competition with one another. I want to die every goddamn day because society feels like somthing against me, something I need to escape to be free, or conform to in order to be worth a damn . Fucj it all. fuck it all. I'm gonna burn shit down and tell people i love them unconditionally before I ever think about pointing the gun at mysefl. I swser this as of today.

Fuck anyone who tells me otherwise. I'm more than willing to die over this.. I'd rather die than believe we weren't built to care for eac other, to believe it's either dominate your fellow human or be dominated and cqast away. We're better than this. We can do better.

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I'm so sad

Posted November 30th by Ceta
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What the fuck is this? I sound like the unabomber.

Posted December 1st by Ceta
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I kinda get it. Shit fucking sucks in so many ways that you can't even begin to describe how you feel fully and why and it just comes out sounding edgy especially with all of the frustration building up. You want everything to work out but it just doesn't and empathy and caring too much can sometimes end up coming out in in edgy sounding ways. And to be honest with you caring too much seems like it can be what leads to some of the evils in the world when people get carried away and get so desperate that they start thinking of the "greater good" but not much else. But don't try to stop caring either that was a mistake I tried to make myself years back. The world needs people who care intensely but you also need to not let it get out of control and look after yourself as well. Relax when you can. I'm not sure what else to say to this specifically but if you want to talk to me my discord and fb messages are open.

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We're born fir so much more than competition with one another. I want to die every goddamn day because society feels like somthing against me, something I need to escape to be free, or conform to in order to be worth a damn . Fucj it all. fuck it all.


What's sad is I think almost everyone thinks this way. Everyone who competes with you and scams you is doing it because they feel the same way you do and don't want to get left behind. Maybe they've been there before and know what it's like and now they physically can't get left behind.

So it's kind of a circular problem -- if someone had reached to them when they needed the help, they wouldn't be competing and scamming people and making the world a worse place. But people didn't reach out because the world is a rough place and helping people can be a liability (especially if you do it selflessly). So the world is rough because the world is rough because the world is rough...

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Yeah we’re way off course.

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My mom told me recently that she wanted to get me tested for a social disorder when I was in kindergarten. I’m grateful that it didn’t happen until my final year of high school, when I was already like, “Screw this.” I probably would have internalized everything.

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I might have become a fascist lol (marginalized people tend to radicalize one way or the other).

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Wait no. Jason was my closest friend like 20 years, so that would never happen.

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Hey Xhin– Hey Grey– Do you want to start a commune with me?

Posted Monday by Cetasaurus
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Strangely you're not the first person to ask me that exact question.

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