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I honestly don't remember anymore. I mean obviously youa ll know how I am now. COmplete lack of drive, motivation, or any semblance of hopes and dreams but do an y of you rememb er me any differently? like did I use dto be a completely different person or soemthing? I don't remember.

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i awalys thought you were a good person

Edited February 6th by Brandy
Brandy

OH? now I feel bad I don't even remembe ryou. I'm not sure I remember if we wer eever close. that's ap retty Avatar byt he way.

Posted February 6th by tnu
tnu

i remeber seeing ur name on jedi sith i never tlaked to you b4 though

Posted February 6th by Brandy
Brandy

yeah I used tobe aroudn there a lot befor ethe dark times.

Posted February 6th by tnu
tnu

That's the thing about this site's history. I see a lot of names I recognize from the old days, but don't really recall talking to them at all. Mind you, I've had a dozen different names over the years and I can't even remember them all.

Posted February 6th by -Riku-
-Riku-
 

i think i might not have been on GT long enough to give you the kind of answer you are looking for. i have always felt for you though – for your frustrations and pains and the lack of joy in your life. and like brandy, i have always thought you were a good person, exceptionally dedicated and loyal to those who had earned your trust and friendship

Posted February 6th by susurrous
susurrous
 

I remember you were sort of needy towards people who would talk to you often, and that you have very bad eyesight.

Posted February 7th by Agis
Agis
 

yeah and most of them just ended up abandoning me when they decided to "move on" from me because I dind't fit in to their lives anymore.

Posted February 7th by tnu
tnu

We were all young, we grew up and changed. I don't mean to repeat what everyone always tells you, but it's happened to all of us. I don't speak to any of my AIM, MSN, or GT friends from way back anymore.

Posted February 7th by Agis
Agis
 

and that doesn't bother you like at all? Weird.

Edited February 7th by tnu
tnu

Some people aren't stagnant and obsessive.

Posted February 7th by nullfather
nullfather

Don't you have someone else' day to ruin Null? AND YOU Agis. that's the worst most pathetic excuse I've ever heard for abandoning people who were supposed to be your friends. But I guess they didn't mean jack to you in the end did they? just people to be used and thrown aside once you did't have room for them in your life anymore. Were they really that completley worthless to you?

Edited February 7th by tnu
tnu

They didn't abandon me, for one. The drifting apart was mutual. I think of them time to time, but they were good in their own time. I have a wonderful girlfriend, graduate school to focus on, politics to obsess over, and an indefinite period of indentured service in the form of unpaid internships to look forward to beginning in Summer.

I'm sorry to see you hurting, but I think there are underlying problems holding you back while others seem to feel good about the progression of life.

Posted February 7th by Agis
Agis
 

My friends and I have grown further apart over the years. This is because we are adult individuals that are possessed of our own goals, opportunities and methods. We do not react to it with helplessness and paralysis; we do what we can to maintain our lives while taking the time to enjoy each other.

Posted February 7th by nullfather
nullfather

In other words, we don't act like kids throwing tantrums because we're not in college anymore.

Posted February 7th by nullfather
nullfather

People grow up and drift apart. It's a part of life. I have friends who I no longer talk to. But if I'm ever in their area I'll hit tjem up for a drink or lunch.

As far as abandoning friends go. Sometimes you have to. Toxic friendships and people do you no good.

Posted February 7th by S.o.h.
S.o.h.
 

I don't need you condescending to me today Null and honestly if anyone can cut their friends out of their lives so easily Agis I couldn't care less what they have to say.

Edited February 7th by tnu
tnu

Does that include those who are toxic and live toxic lifestyles?

Posted February 7th by S.o.h.
S.o.h.
 

don't even know what you mean by that. As for you Nul if all you're going to do is condescend to me then get lost.

Edited February 7th by tnu
tnu

I don't recall you ever being so negative about pretty much everything. So yes I would say you are different.

Posted February 7th by Moonray
Moonray

what do you recall exaclty Moonray?

Posted February 7th by tnu
tnu

Individuals who constantly bring you down all the time for instance.

Posted February 7th by S.o.h.
S.o.h.
 

that's fairly vague wording. I don't udnerstand your meaning.

Edited February 7th by tnu
tnu

How is that vague.

Posted February 7th by S.o.h.
S.o.h.
 

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Posted February 7th by Brandy
Brandy

because its' a phrase that can mean several thigns in several contexts as far as I can tell. it's not a concrete concept. like tome "bring you down' can either mean. "be depressing" "hold you back" "belittle you" so I don't know what exaclty you mean.

Edited February 7th by tnu
tnu

Actually. Tnu, you used to constantly talk to people like Thesus and Kankaro from JS who would just act like assholes (in general) and not treat you well. But it's pretty clear you were attracted to them.

Do you think your bad eyesight, psychology, and sexuality have affected your life in negative ways?

Posted February 8th by Agis
Agis
 

I wans't attracte dot them. they jsut happened to shar the same general circle of friends and it was better than nothing.

Posted February 8th by tnu
tnu

mind you I"m not denyign that I coudl ahve had the potential to be attrated to them but I couldn't care less about my sexuality or sexuality in general so whatever.


Also, as I've established, I couldn't care less about the opinion of people who "mov eon" form their supposed friends. Because it's clear form that that your values run completley contrary to mine.

Edited February 8th by tnu
tnu

tnu do u not remember me at all i used to also go by brandi or with brandi with two i's., i lied when i said i never talked to u b4 i jsut felt embarassedu forgot me also we werent close but i do remener taking to you like 2 or 3 times.

Edited February 8th by Brandy
Brandy

Well you used to be happier, and none of it depended on anyone else in your life, so you could say that the you now has moved on from being happy.

Posted February 8th by LLight
LLight

Ok. One more idea for you.

This GT might not be as good as it was in your youth, because it's your youth that you want. But in a year, maybe two or three, this site may very well not exist, or it's safe to say even more regulars will be gone. Try to enjoy it because all this is going to be gone and all you'll have to think about is how you wasted it complaining.

Posted February 8th by Agis
Agis
 

That's jsut not me Agis. I'd rahter not take the risk int he first place if I can help it.


Honeslty I ask a simple question and somehow it devolves in to THIS conversation again.

Edited February 10th by tnu
tnu
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